Physically tiring day.

While having lunch today, sms her again, as from yesterday till today, there's no reply sms from her. Wondering if she just didn't wanna reply or maybe she missed it. Thought of calling her and see if there's anything wrong. On second thoughts, better not first. It seems the situation is not improving at all.

Went to get myself a pair of swimming trunk. Seems like ages ago that i had been for a swim. The new trunk seems a bit tight, lol. Hmm....walking to the swimming complex does not really seem that far. Maybe i'm in the mood today. Surprised me that Sunday afternoon, not a lot of people at the pool. Oh mine. I really gotta build up a bit more stamina. I think i just swam 1/3 of the length and i was like, panting and panting. Yah, maybe i didn't smoke today as well. Felt so lethargic. Weather very good today. Hot, that is. The water felt just so nice.

Swam for nearly 2 hrs. Fingers are like "crumpled". haha. Well, time for a jog. I must be mad. Jog around the park behind my block, for just ONE round. Damn it. I'm so tired and knees felt so spongy. And lungs felt so compressed. Dying dying gone.

Reached home still gotta mop the floor. This is torturing. Well, since today in the mood, why not just do it.

Was surprised that she sms in the night and apologise for being busy. Why why why? Should had bought 4D today. Maybe it will just came in some prize. Lol. Anyway, maybe she's in the mood today as well, cause she called me. Ok, i lose. It was only 2 days, not the at least 7 days which i had expected, but hope it won't happen. We talked for more than an hour. Can you imagined that? Somehow i still get the feeling that she's not really that happy in talking to me. Well, not in being unhappy, but not as happy as (long) before. Gotta be careful talking to her. Really like a landmine. Must reply at the correct time. Must have reaction at the correct time. Must say the correct things (that she wanna hear) at the correct time. Must understand all that she said. I don't know. This is just like planning strategy, fighting a war. Mentally tiring. But i won't give up. I really do not want to live with a regret. Not till i feel that i had really given my all.